Immy Chua

Just Being and Let things Happen….


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Do you know where you are going……?

I was once told by my boss that ‘If you fail to plan, you plan to fail! ‘ So, I was always planning for my life…..because of the fear of failure!

Now, I stop planning and trying so hard to be who I thought I wanted to be and the fear just disappeared and I feel exceptionally good with myself…..my health has improved and I am getting better and feeling happier each and everyday!

Just trust yourself as you would be amazed with how smart and wise you really are without trying so hard….

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Friday Words of Wisdom – Think Big!

These pictures were taken by a French photographer Alain Delorme in Shanghai throughout 2009 & 2010.
He called the series Totems.
These couriers – mostly migrant workers from other parts of China – not only need strong legs but also acrobatic skills to balance these massive loads on their tricycles & bicycles while on the move.
A lot of you must be wondering where the center of gravity is in each case…. Think Big…anything is possible!

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Friday Words of Wisdom – LOVE & FORGIVENESS

I believe Life is all about Love and Forgiveness! We always ask for more love, without forgiveness there is no love! Healing needs lots of unconditionally forgiving….that is the best part of my healing journey….I am not there yet as I am still learning to forgive….

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Have a wondeful weekend!

Love,

IMmy xxx


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Friday Words of Wisdom from Lao Tzu – Tao Te Ching

Tao Te Ching

“Knowing others is intelligence; knowing yourself is true wisdom. Mastering others is strength; mastering yourself is true power. If you realize that you have enough, you are truly rich.”

“Those who know do not speak. Those who speak do not know.”

“A man with outward courage dares to die; a man with inner courage dares to live.”

“When you are content to be simply yourself and don’t compare or compete, everyone will respect you.”

“The further one goes, the less one knows.”

“The wise man is one who, knows, what he does not know.”

“Hope and fear are both phantoms that arise from thinking of the self. When we don’t see the self as self, what do we have to fear?

“If you try to change it, you will ruin it. Try to hold it, and you will lose it.”

“When nothing is done, nothing is left undone.”

“He who conquers others is strong; he who conquers himself is mighty”

Lao Tzu

“When there is no desire, all things are at peace.”


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Friday Words of Wisdom From Lovely Kids…

1. Never trust a dog to watch your food. 

2. When your dad is mad and asks you, “Do I look stupid?” don’t answer him.

3. Never tell your Mom her diet’s not working.

4. Puppies still have bad breath even after eating a tic tac.

5. You can’t hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk.

6. Felt markers are not good to use as lipstick.

7. Never try to baptize a cat.

8. Stay away from prunes!

Do you have any kid’s wisdom to share?



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Friday Words of Wisdom from Famous Vegetarians

Some words of wisdom on vegetarianism from some well known people……

Mahatma Ghandi

Mahatma Ghandi

“The greatness of a nation and its moral progress can be judged by the way its animals are treated.” Mahatma Gandhi

“The Doctor of the future will give no medicine, but will interest his patient in the care of the human frame, in diet, and in the cause and prevention of disease.” Thomas A Edison

“I have since an early age abjured the use of meat, and the time will come when men such as I will look upon the murder of animals as they now look upon the murder of men.” Leonardo da Vinci

“Truly man is the king of beasts, for his brutality exceeds them. We live by the death of others. We are burial places!”  Leonardo da Vinci

Leonardo daVinci

“My refusing to eat flesh occasioned an inconveniency, and I was frequently chided for my singularity, but, with this lighter repast, I made the greater progress, for greater clearness of head and quicker comprehension. Flesh eating is unprovoked murder.” Benjamin Franklin

“Vegetarian food leaves a deep impression on our nature. If the whole world adopts vegetarianism, it can change the destiny of humankind.” Albert Einstein

Albert Einstein

“Until he extends the circle of compassion to all living things, man will not himself find peace.” Albert Schweitzer (received the 1952 Nobel Peace Prize in 1953)

“Anyone who has accustomed himself to regard the life of any living creature as worthless is in danger of arriving also at the idea of worthless human lives.” Albert Schweitzer

So, have you consider Rabbit Food in your diet?

Albert Schweitzer


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What to do When you don’t know What to do?

10 September 2010 around 9am, I was on the way entering to a meeting room then my mobile rang, it was from the clinic. My GP wanted to see me immediately about my biopsy test result. I told her I would see her after my meeting around 12 noon. After the meeting, on the way driving to the clinic, the car radio was talking about cancer, I was prepared as it was so hard to get an appointment with my GP and suddenly she was available to see me immediately. When I was in the GP ‘s room, she was very nervous, I asked if it was a bad news, she said yes, and told me the lymph nodes test result shown cancerous but it was secondary cancer ! I was very confused, secondary? She told me my cancer had already spread to my lymph nodes, and needed to find out where was the primary cancer. She looked at me and said ” You look very calm !” I told her that I was prepared as my brother had leukemia and he died of chemotherapy. She printed out the test report and passed it to me, I was overwhelmed with all the medical terms. Then she asked if I would like to go to public or private hospital, I asked for her recommendation and she recommended public hospital which was Alfred Hospital. I went to the car and rang my boyfriend, he cried. Then I rang my cousin Mei Qi, she immediately asked me to go home and she would meet me at home. Then I rang the office told my boss, Glen. Glen was really cute and asked if I wanted to catch up for a drink to talk about it! I didn’t go for a drink, but I could feel Glen was worried about me and was trying to help.

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Mei Qi arrived not long after I got home. We were very calm, no crying or emotional feeling. We were like just handed an “IMmy” Project, Mei Qi immediately jumped straight on to the computer and started goggling all the medical terms. She read the test report and explained to me, what is carcinoma, CA125, CK20, metastatic, etc. She is such a loving and caring cousin! That day we both learnt so much about cancer. We kind of understood the report but didn’t know what to do next, as the report indicated the “Immunohistochemical profile in inconclusive in terms of tumor origin”! My Biopsy Report It was Friday and I still did not know when I could be admitted to the Alfred Hospital to see the oncologist. The next day was my company annual dinner, I decided to go and enjoyed myself. The moment I arrived, as usual our MD, Dominic greeted us at the front door, the first word he said to me, “Im, I know you do not have family here, we are your family!” It meant a lot to me.

I went to work on Monday, rang Alfred Hospital to check when I could be admitted, they told me a couple of weeks and they would send me a letter to inform me. A couple of weeks! How was I supposed to wait for a couple of weeks! I knew I have cancer but I could not get an oncologist. I was very emotional at work and could not really focusing and colleagues asked me if I was ok. Then I told them I have cancer but I could not get an oncologist and I do not know what to do! Gradually, the more people I told about I do not know what to do. One day, Roger sms me and told me his wife worked in Peter MacCallum and she knew many oncologists that she could recommend and asked if I had private health insurance. I rang Dr, Sullivan the next day and got an appointment the following day and he immediately admitted me to the hospital for bladder biopsy, PET scan, mammogram, etc to confirm the source of my cancer which was bladder. Then I received letter from Alfred Hospital.

So What to do When you don’t know What to do is to tell The Universe your challenge and you would be guided by The Universe ! That was one of the most challenging part of my cancer journey…..the unknown which lead to fear…..I want to thank Mei Qi for her love and support throughout my cancer discovery journey, I still recalled the day when I was hospitalized during my bladder biopsy, she was next to me on my bed and told me. ” Im Jie Jie (means sister Im in Chinese), I am sorry if I didn’t show any emotion about your cancer it is not because I don’t love you, but  I always believe in you that there is nothing you are unable to resolve!” I was so touch, cancer bring us closer then ever before!

Every morning when I wake up I will ask The Universe to guide me. Have you asked The Universe to guide you today?

Would love to hear from you What do you do When you don’t know What to do?

Love,

IMmy xxx


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Miracle…What’s That?

With Jean and Jessica in Adelaide

Last week I visited Jean who took care of me and Jessica when we first arrived in Australia 26 years ago. She is not well, she feels helpless, sad and upset….Her mind still very sharp and her fighting energy still very strong even she is unable to get up from the bed.

She wants to go but she said ‘He’ still doesn’t want to accept her and makes her suffer. I told her just treat this like a dream and miracle will happen. She look at me with very suspicious pair of eyes and said ‘Miracle? What? ” Then I looked at her and spelled M I R A C L E……then everyone laugh………..

Why don’t we believe in Miracle? But then what is Miracle? I guess we are too focusing on proof, evidence….we want to see, touch…all the physical stuff……rather than just close our eyes and follow our heart to feel, to dream…to just stop and feel the present….The more we read, we study, the more knowledge we have, the more degrees we collect…the ‘smarter’ we become….the further apart we will encounter miracle. I was one of the smart ass!

So, what is Miracle? Dictionary defines Miracle as an effect or extraordinary event in the physical world that surpasses all known human or natural powers and is ascribed to a supernatural cause. That’s why smart people like us do not believe in Miracle!

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Miracles are thoughts. Thoughts can represent the lower or bodily level of experience, or the higher or spiritual level of experience. One makes the physical, and the other creates the spiritual

Miracle is about forgiveness, acceptance and love ! I considered my case as Miracle ! Once I forgive myself and accept everything happens for a reason and open my heart to love and accept the love….I am at peace and I started seeing things differently …..everything becomes so beautiful and everything just flow in smoothly! Like I am surfing and enjoying the wave….so wonderful……This is Miracle ! Once you stopped listening to The Ego and start loving and following your heart and let the universe take care of everything….then Miracle will follow….

Every Saturday I go to Victoria Market to do my organic shopping, if that day I went out in a grumpy mode, for sure I won’t get a carpark. For the past few months now, without fail. When I drive out everyday I told myself I will get a carpark in front of the organic store, even if I don’t I will just going to be okay….and I got it every time without fail…right in front of the organic store and sometimes I have free parking as well as the parking meter still valid…how awesome is that!

If Miracle can happen to me, it will happen to you…..start will the carpark Miracle and enjoy the ride!

Love….IMmy xxx


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Im’s Update – Holistic Healing : Soul, Mind and Body……..

Date: Sat, Nov 20, 2010 at 7:48 PM…My second email to all…

Dear all,

Great to hear from you all. I am doing fantastic. Since I started the detox, I lost 4 kg and I am now on 42kg…. 1 kg less than when I was 15 yo 🙂 for sure I will look like Form 3 student if I wear the school uniform now.

My detox program still continue with coffee enema and Castor oil enema. Yesterday I did gallstone cleanse with Olive oil, unfortunately nothing came out this morning. Not a pleasant experience as I have to drink half a cup of olive oil mixed with grapefruit juice and took 2 glasses of Epsom salt. FYI, don’t need to do operation to remove the gall bladder if you have gall stones…I have the recipe to share…let me know if you are interested…as over the years we consumed so much oily foods and for sure we will have gallstones….again my treatment is a holistic approach not just treat my bladder cancer…it is my whole body…

My everyday routine is coffee enema, FIR (like sauna to get rid of the toxic), ozone (every 48 hrs) or vitamin c or vitamin B12 and jump on the trampoline. In addition, I also do Castor oil patch on my lymph nodes to extract the toxic from the nodes and it started show improvement as the nodes are gradually softer and smaller.

The overall treatment is very simple:

Detox, No sugar, salt, oily diet to Starve the cancer cells, Vitamins to build my immune system to heal the cancer cells, follow with the vaccine and vitamin B17 (Laetrile from Aricot Kernels)  injection. Then I will be cancer free for life, how good is that?

Good news..I started eating brown rice 2 days ago….and it taste really good…and I can also have rye bread…but it’s a challenge to get rye bread in M’sia. I started to build my body by eating more hopefully to find few kgs that I lost 🙂 Attached herewith my recent photo after 2 weeks detox…I look great huh ! very tan as I was hungry for vitamin D.

I have the world best dad. Every morning, he makes 2kg of carrot juice, 10 green apple juice and  glasses of orange juice for me. He also prepares coffee for me for my enema. We are going to start making yogurt tonight. As I mentioned in the first email, I am determined to heal my body, mind and soul….Over the 2 weeks, I spent the most times with my dad since I can remember and it is his love that heals my mind and soul….then the body will follow….

Will keep you posted…. remember holistic healing…:-)

Love

Immy


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Im’s Update – Cancer Why NOT Me?

Date: Wed, Nov 10, 2010 at 12:46 AM, below was my first email to all family, friends, colleagues.

Dear all,

Sorry for the long silence.

I have news but I want you all to stay positive and trust me!

End of August this year, I discovered a lump on my left inguinal node, it was quite a journey for me. Did all scans, cut the story short, I clear all the parts of my body/organs, left with a suspicious cancer on the left inguinal node and bladder tumor. My oncologist and urologist are stretching their heads. Bladder cancer for female at my age is rare; they haven’t seen any case as yet in Australia. Lymph node cancer cells do not match with the bladder cancer cells…is a mystery to
them…..At the end, they confirmed the bladder cancer has metastasis to my left inguinal nodes.

As for me, I still do not believe I have cancer…I do not want to focus on my cancer. I am focusing on healing my whole body, mind and soul.

I am now in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. I arrived here in Mid Oct for my cousin’s wedding, this was my original plan and as my friend from South Africa said The Universe is guiding me and I strongly believe that.

Before I came here I told my boyfriend I need to meet my Insurance Agent to lodge my insurance claim, when I show him the address, he said the office just 2 min
walking distance from the place that we were going to stay. We met up with my Insurance Agent on Monday and she mentioned to me about Gerson Therapy which
is similar to my current diet (food as medicine). Monday night she rang me as her friend suggested me to go to this clinic that provide Gerson treatment. I went on Tuesday and the method of treatment is just what I was looking for (food as medicine). I started my detox on Wed (colon therapy, coffee enema and ozone therapy). Ozone Therapy was an eye opener, it draws my blood out and filters then add oxygen (as cancer cells cannot survive in oxygen environment) then injects back to my body (all 2L of blood). My blood was so toxic (photos attached) and I also have 2 blood clogs.

This clinic also associates with a Cell Therapist from Germany. He just happened to be in KL on Sunday and I met up with him. He took my blood back to Germany to create my own vaccine for cancer and he will be back in December.

Everything just falls in nicely for me. My parents are also just arrived in KL and my mum has been cooking for me as I have to follow a very strict diet, organic fruits and veg, no salt, sugar, carb, oil. My dad is driving me to the clinic for the treatment every day. Everyone in the family is so supportive, my uncle said he never seen a person like me that so passionate and “enjoying” healing my cancer. I have good news, when I first diagnosed, my cancer marker was 71, before I left Melb down to 59 and before detox down again to 49. Normal person is <30. I am heading on the right path.

I decided to go on alternative treatment because my second brother died of chemo in 1994 of leukemia. Not that I do not believe in conventional treatment, because my oncologists in Melbourne told me they were unable to cure me, they could only provide chemo to slow my bladder cancer from metastasis to other parts of my organs.

Cancer – why NOT me? I never ask why I have cancer….until my aunty Bee told me to think why NOT me? There are thousand of reasons why NOT me…who has cancer…..I am young, no kids, strong (physical and spiritual), positive, assertive, love life, love challenge…and the most importantly is “Indomitable”. I am the best candidate.

I am writing to you all because GOD chose me to send a message to you all to take care of yourself. Eat healthy, not Tasty. Eat less sugar, oily, salty, carbohydrate (as it turns to sugar), meat as cancer love sugar and acidity food which is meat. I always eat very healthy; the most important thing that I ignored was STRESS as 70% of my cancer cause by stress.

This is my update, I will be in KL until end of the year and then back to Melbourne in Jan 2011.

I would love to catch up with you all when I am in KL but the timing is not good yet as I feel tired after the coffee enema. Please write to me and I will reply.

Love,
Im xxx

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Ozone Treatment – My Toxins Blood